the post that never ends

*i have been working on this post all day I kept getting called away and then coming back with a completely different subject, but i dont feel like completely redoing it. So if you bother to read it forgive me for the discombobulation, beer makes me chatty, my spelling is horrid, and my ellipses annoy even me....blame my text message crazy friend C. (my heteroflexible fantastic old roommate who loves the L word and Carmen's ass as much as I)*


I had the final of my summer class today and I now never have to take a science class again if i dont want to -- this makes me quite happy

a semester of molecular biology shoved into 4 weeks, my internship, babysitting 30 hrs a week, and misc personal and logistical crappola thrown in all have added up to a pretty hectic summer so far

but I got to fit Lolla in and this morning S. finally said my name (L sounds are kind of hard for babies)
*he just ran up to me squealing my name, gave me a hug, and handed me a ball...this is why I really dont mind that they take up so much of my time*

now i will have time to actually go out and be social for the next couple weeks before real school starts up

I move into my new place next week which means i will have my own space- i didnt realize how much i needed it until now

I think I will go out and do some "gay shit" this weekend and maybe get around to trying skype out (i dont know why i am still kinda freaked out by skype and now i feel it is way to late in the game, but my name is lou_la, who knows i might work up the courage to show up on it)
for now I have my middle sisters apartment to myself and tonight i am just going to decompress and enjoy being by myself with nothing to do for the first time in two months

dc = gay, i should join in on that


I drove by SugarBush Lane today...I think I need to go back and take a picture

I'm amused that green and all those that follow the queen have finally shown up on last.fm- I kinda pussied out and changed my user picture

One of my best friends (since 1st grade) introduced me to last.fm awhile ago and i was just using it with her, she is going to be so weirded out when goes on and sees just a small peek into the Kelkian universe now that it has branched there, so HEY K. if she finds her way over here, the idea of everyday life people here kinda freaks me out, but i am not the type to bother with covering anything up...she knows i listen to L word related podcasts and that there is a forum, but it is so out of character for me to do anything on the internet it will totally freak her out

...being confused and closeted in high school led me to never talk about my personal life with people i knew then, I'm still taking steps to repair those relationships- another reason I guess for why it is important to be out