im alive

...and well :)

very well

and completely batshit out of it at the moment and leaving random messages with all my abandoned real friends...i blame whatever happened to my brain this week from all my writing of papers and etc

but i am done with my summer school :) .... and almost done with everything...almost..will be soon...that will be AWESOME

so anyway...i fell of the planet for awhile there...or a few months, im going to see if i can recover from that, but who knows...im pretty content as is :)...just my voice mail is about to explode...

hmmm

what the hell hasnt happened to me this summer

- burned my hand with cheese
- fell off of a bike when surrounded by people in wheelchairs.. hurt said wrist
- got ear infection
- ignored ear infection
- ignored ear infection turned into pneumonia
- got real fucking sick...again
- got blood checked...am not dying :)
- dont ignore ear infections in the summer folks
- lost drivers license
- got parking ticket
- lost keys
- cell phone is on crack
- fell behind
- started catch up
- took summer school
- teacher was gay friend of other gay friend
- helped gay friend drug her cat
- got really happy
- tried new things
- started new very good things
- dad got sick..dad is fine
- need job
- have new hobby...a great hobby
- still need job
- got carpal tunnel
- carpal tunnel went away
- got over mono
- did not buy any shoes or t-shirts....oh wait..there was that one...
- turned a little hippie
- got lesbian stalker
- sister cant be roommate next year
- had to find new roommate
- gay boyfriends roommate transfered
- am living with gay boyfriend!!!
- am obsessing about new apartment
- am soooo paying (daddy money for the last year...:() more to have own bedroom
- place can have cats
- sister mentioned i should get a cat
- i SOOOOOO want a cat now
- ...really want cat
- cute little cat
- i dont even like cats all that much
- but still....want cat
- roommate better not be allergic
- that would make me cry
- ignored ALL of my friends for over a month
- am trying to fix that
- am completly involved in my own little world
- am not on drugs

the gayest thing ever

the feature length village people musical.....best. thing. ever.

(and finally back on you tube...i say in honor of pride)

anti-social bubble

so my gay boyfriend came back to town last night and already has us planned up the waszo, which i find amusing as I have been in my own little world for the past few weeks

we eased into it with coffee, driving, and tales of gay boy "i dont want a relationship, but every gay boy i know falls in love with me and then freaks out" drama...poor thing, he really is the cutest nicest boy ever, besides his pension for breaking gay boy hearts, i adore him and am a little in love with him myself

living 1.1 miles away from each other is going to be amazing, i might turn into a gay man :)

anyway, i realized tonight how immersed in my own little world i have been lately by how the world at large seems almost unreal, it was weird... i cant explain it

i mean we are getting a group together to pre-game and go out to a pride event at a club tomorrow night and I am actually nervous about being around that many people again....this coming from me...i love bars, wtf?

lol, but we will hold each others hand and all will be well. He had this whole plan where we would go out and both hook up tomorrow, before i would have been all "hell yeah, well see who gets the hottest" and tonight i was like ".... have fun with that ... i'll hold the drinks and make sure whomever straight girl that might have been invited gets a cab home alright" [why is there always a random straight girl who expects protection?]

i really think i have grown up at some point, i'm just content as i am...when did that happen?