anti-social bubble

so my gay boyfriend came back to town last night and already has us planned up the waszo, which i find amusing as I have been in my own little world for the past few weeks

we eased into it with coffee, driving, and tales of gay boy "i dont want a relationship, but every gay boy i know falls in love with me and then freaks out" drama...poor thing, he really is the cutest nicest boy ever, besides his pension for breaking gay boy hearts, i adore him and am a little in love with him myself

living 1.1 miles away from each other is going to be amazing, i might turn into a gay man :)

anyway, i realized tonight how immersed in my own little world i have been lately by how the world at large seems almost unreal, it was weird... i cant explain it

i mean we are getting a group together to pre-game and go out to a pride event at a club tomorrow night and I am actually nervous about being around that many people again....this coming from me...i love bars, wtf?

lol, but we will hold each others hand and all will be well. He had this whole plan where we would go out and both hook up tomorrow, before i would have been all "hell yeah, well see who gets the hottest" and tonight i was like ".... have fun with that ... i'll hold the drinks and make sure whomever straight girl that might have been invited gets a cab home alright" [why is there always a random straight girl who expects protection?]

i really think i have grown up at some point, i'm just content as i am...when did that happen?